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| - The Space Between wow...dramatic weekend
spazz...i love you and im sorry about everything. so back to school for the first whole week man thats gonna blow.
so theres somthing that has been bothering me for the past couple days and it got worse today. but i cant really talk about it and theres really nothing i can do about so its pointless to let it bother me...but i guess i cant help it.
man i am lonely...all i want is someone to hold hands with and cuddle with but i cant seem to find that here, and its really hard to cuddle when there is 900 miles between two people .
well i dont feel like writing much plus i have alot of reading to do. love you all | | |
| - Tonight, Not Again so i got an email with these in them i thought they were cool so im putting them on here
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it
> cheerfully.
>
> TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk t o. As you
> get older, their conversational skills will be as
> important as any other.
>
> THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have
> or sleep all you want.
>
> FOUR. When you say . . . " I love you," mean it.
>
> FIVE. When you say . . . " I'm sorry," look the person
> in the eye.
>
> SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get
> married.
>
> SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.
>
> EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who
> don't have dreams don't have much.
>
> NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt
> but it's the only way to live life completely.
>
> TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No! name calling.
>
> ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives.
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> TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.
>
> THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't
> want to answer, smile and ask . . . " Why do you want
> to know ?"
>
> FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great
> achievements involve great risk.
>
> FIFTEEN. Say " bless you " when you hear someone
> sneeze.
>
> SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose the lesson
>
> SEVENTEEN. Remember the three ! R's . . . . . . .
> Respect for self . .
> .
> Respect for others . . and . . . Responsibility for
> all your actions.
>
> EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute injure a great
> friendship.
>
> NINETEEN. When you realize you've made a mistake, take
> immediate steps to correct it.
>
> TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller
> will hear it in your voice.
>
> TWENTY-ONE. Spend some time alone
So today was fun! me jaz and leila made kentucky shirts for our boys up there!
so i was talking about this eariler with Jayrod....i want a guy that i can date...not be with just date and someone to cuddle with and kiss me when i need it. like a relationship with no attachment, but after discussing it we noth came to the conclusion that it wont happen. thats ok tho...IT DONT MATTA...because...we'll always have paris...lil inside joke thing with me and chad.
so leilas party is gonna be freggin awesome! i cannot wait. well i think im wrap this up and call my kentucky boy. love you all! | | |
| so i havent written in this forever...
yea today was such a blah day. i didnt wake up untill 2 and then i laid around because it was raining and there was nothing else to do.
cosmic bowling was ok...untill leila informs me that....ok im gonna start from the begining, so i told a couple of my friends that i may like this guy, now that was a maybe may might sorta deal...its not like i said, omg i like this guy so much i wanna marry him and have 10 kids, no it was a simple...so i think i might like this guy. well apparently someone told him that i like him, so before i can even make up my mind as to wheter or not i really do like him...he thinks i do. I HATE PEOPLE AND THEIR BULLSHIT!
...well now that i got that out of my system. i think i may have food poisening lol ok i dont feel like writing anymore im gonna read my book and talk to chad | | |
| - I miss you ahhhhhhhh.....bad night!
ok maybe not a bad night it was pretty fun i just got in a bad mood at some point.so we were all at austins party and the boys were playing all their lil intruments and austin started to play this song and i freaking lost it. i dunno somtimes i feel like i have no clue what im doing. i guess i just get scared of being alone, or maybe its something else, somthing that i had thought i didnt want but that i actually might still, who knows?...not me
theres somthing thats been on my mind a while...... so why do most ex's stop talking? i mean i know sometimes its hard but after a while, after that feeling is gone why cant it just go back to where it was before you got together.i mean your with a person maybe for a long time and you share these strong emotions maybe even love with them, why do you have to lose a person your close to just because of a breakup.its like all that you work to build with this person is for nothing, you know so much about this person it would seem like they would be like a perfect best friend but it doesnt turn out that way.AHHH its all so complicated i guess
well i think im gonna wrap this up so that i can do somthing to keep my mind off of things | | |
| - Blue Carolina howdy ya'll!
so i just got back from the musical auditions, omg the dance we had to learn was so easy and i still managed to screw the shit up!oh well.
so i've been doing pretty good lately, there are certain things still getting me down but i try to not think about it and focus on the good things...school, two amazing best friends,my wonderful sisters,and a great valentines day weekend a head of me.
well it seems like everyones luck is geting better that is so great, like my buddy jordan for example, he was going through alot of shit for a while and nothing was going good untill recently, he now has someone that he likes alot and makes him happy!!!im so happy for him he really deserves it.
well im gonna take a quick lil nap
Jennah | | |
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